Placement

Not feeling very good today, its as though i don't quite know how to present myself very well.

I make the rules but fail in game.

Unintended

Why did you had to come.

Making me feel it all over again.

I hate feeling.

I shut my heart so that

I wouldn't have to feel.

You could be my unintended.

Choice to live my life extended.

You could be the one

I always love.

I will be there as soon as I can

But i'm busy mending broken

pieces of the life I had before.

I feel like i've betrayed you.

I would never admit to it.

M.

Tonight.Blank.Thoughts.Feel.Scream.Choice

My mind just goes blank, sitting right here thinking of words to fill up this space. I have soo much to say, but b-l-a-n-k.

Thoughts are running through my head filling up the spaces, screaming for me to let them out. My thoughts going round and round in circles at a speed i cannot condemn. I want them to run loose set themselves free, but in my head they shall be. Not a single word out nor does it bother me to let them loose. But why? Why do i feel this way tonight.

Like a crying child in my head pleading to let it loose, yet it wants me to hold it close. Like the stranger you see at night, like the ugly man in sight, like the cat that ran pass thinking you are danger. You wonder...yes you wonder how they would be, but can you set them free?

Tonight. Thoughts feel my head making me think. I do not like thinking/feeling. They are the same when you think you also feel. I have this habit of keeping things to myself and only saying them when i feel the urge to. No wrong nor right. Its my choice.

HOW DID THE CATERPILLAR CROSS THE RIVER

Last week aint a good one so many things happen one after another. Having to deal with so much crap, but i guess by looking at it in a different manner makes me feel that it aint so bad afterall. I know i wont be so positive had i wrote this last week itself not when the bad things happen.

Time consuming activities that are really dumb
RuRu's death
Car accident which wasnt my fault.

time is running out

I dont know why but lately i feel that there isnt time for anything left.
Its as thou im making decisions too soons too fast, worst part of it all i dont seem to mind but i dont really want it done in that way either.
What am i to do? It like counting down to something that you expect but least expects it.

Hate having to think so far ahead yet it aint so far because time is running out -

THE MORE WE HAVE THE MORE WE WANT

Love is not a feeling its an ability

This camera is a bithday gift from my favourite people.

Colourful

A drug addict under the table rubbing your nose. A grumpy happy man sitting at the table having breakfast. A couple having differences and bickering over them with hands on each other and hearts together. Over the phone and rasising voices because telecommunication companies might be doing something funky or phones were made not right..